I am supposed to get on a plane for Israel tomorrow, but it is not going t o happen. I had to make the decision not to go and I know it is the right decision for me.
In case you are wondering and reading between the lines (and of course you are, I would be wondering too), there are some major painful and difficult life changes going on with me at the moment. I cannot share all the details at this time, but just know that I really need your prayers and support right now.
My 4 year blog anniversary is February and I have shared much of my life with all of you during this time and have kept this place drama-free. Most of the time, I’ve kept this blog a happy and positive place to be, but unfortunately life sometimes brings pain and trials into our lives that we have absolutely no control over and we have to walk through them. One day at a time.
This is one of those times for me. With God’s help, I will make it through this. I cannot do it without Him.
Hard, painful, life shattering.
It may be awhile before I have any sense of normalcy again, but I will get there eventually. The next couple of months will be very busy for me as I go down a new path. I will be moving back in with my parents in Atlanta. They are the best parents in the world and I’m so grateful to have them. I’ll still be blogging and may share bits and pieces of what I’m doing as time goes on. I hope you will stick with me.
I’ll be sharing more as time goes on with what this means for me, but for now please keep me in your prayers. I took down the original Israel post in case you are looking for it. Since those plans are so changed, it seemed to be the best thing to do.
Last week’s trip to Nashville and hanging out with friends was perfect timing for me and I’ll be sharing that this week too.
Rhoda,
You have no idea how much I think I know what you are going thru. I, too am having to decide if I am going down a new path. My decision will effect my 4 little blessings as well (not just me!)….. my husband didn’t seem to care when he made the choices he did!
I will be praying for you!
Hugs and you’re in my prayers! God never leaves us or forsakes us so He WILL be with you through it all. Just keep your chin up and keep praying. Hang in there because THIS TO SHALL PASS!
Hugs and prayers!
Rose
Rhoda, I don’t comment often, but I always read. I am sorry to hear about the impending changes in your life and I just wanted to let you know you are in my prayers. I am glad you have such loving and supportive parents to rely on in your time of need. We will be here for you as well.
I will be lifting you up in prayer today. I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. Wrap yourself in the Father’s love, and also the love and comfort you can get from your parents at this time.
Rhoda, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I can’t imagine the pain you are feeling, but know that a loss from a fellow “blog friend” is a loss for me as well (for all of us). You take your time, you cry as much as you need to, you lash out, lash in and do whatever makes you feel better. We are here (and “hear”?) for you.
Much love, prayers and warmest wishes
Lindsay from Tell’er All About It
Rhoda… I will be praying for you. Praying that the God of Peace will comfort you, that you will have the wisdom of God to make the decisions you need to make and that His love will overwhelm you during this time.
Rhoda, I am so sorry to hear that you are hurting right now. As you can see from all of the comments left that you have a wonderful support system available to you, and many prayers going up in your name. Sometimes we come to forks in the road of life, and the path we must choose is a difficult and painful one. Just know that God is guiding on this path and is waiting at the end. I live in Atlanta, so if once here and settled you need a friend, please contact me!
Rhoda,
My prayer for you is for God to extend his love, his peace and his vision to you during this stressful time. You have given so much to all of your blog reader’s, allow us now to give back to you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you begin a new exciting path for your life. Keep the faith!
I have read your blog for a long time and it is one of the first I read daily. I know that God will see you through your difficulties. Look to Him and He will not fail you. I’ll be praying for you, Rhoda.
Rhoda,
Thinking and praying for you during these difficult times. May the Lord’s peace be with you.
Christine
Sending love.
In the end it all comes down to faith and family.
Pamela
I have learned a lot about God’s presence in the last few weeks. We’ve been going through a lot here. One of the things I find most comforting is that He says He will never leave us. This is said multiple times in the Bible. He will never leave you. 🙂 I will keep you in my prayers! I hope you can find peace and joy soon.
Brittany
http://www.dearesthome.blogspot.com
I am praying for you. Praying for peace that passes all understanding.
Hi Rhoda, so sorry to hear you are going through such a difficult and painful time but life puts all sorts of obstacles and hurdles in our way. Hope that things will work out for you.
Rhoda, I have enjoyed your blog, and hope that as your life changes, you’ll find a way to integrate that into your blog, in any way you are comfortable. Thanks for the work you have put into it. I enjoy it, and will keep checking in. I think a blog is like a diary, it changes as we change, so if we see changes in your blog, I think that is as natural as can be. Blessings.
I, like others, have read for a while, but not commented. But today, I had to. My granny used to tell me that the Lord would not bring you to what he won’t bring you through. I pray for peace to come to you, and be with you in the coming days.
I am so sorry to learn of your troubles. You will be in my prayers. Take care of yourself and continue to rely on your faith to get you through.
In Christ’s love,
Jane H.
I obviously don’t know what’s going on but I want you to know that there are people out “there” thinking and praying for you. At the end of any dark tunnel there is always a light and I’ve been through a few dark tunnels myself. Life is not easy, sometimes life is downright crap but you will come through whatever is troubling your heart and soul. Take baby steps and you will eventually find peace. Thinking of you, Janis
Rhoda, I am so sorry that you are going through this difficult time. The first verse that comes to mind is Jeremiah 29:11 “…For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future”. Cling tightly to our precious heavenly father, as you know that He will carry you through this time.
Rhoda,
I truly enjoy your blog, so sorry to hear of all the pain and heartbreak that you are going through, I’ve been there myself. Please know that I,as well as many others, will be praying for you.
Sincerely,
Stephanie